ThE KiNd Of GirL...

I am a girl as simple as others see
Who loves as much as she can be
But who has a smile as unique as she
Whose ultimate goal; is to make you happy

Known for her beauty and her qualities
Trust her & love her with your ability
So do not doubt her even a single bit
She belongs to you; please do beleive it.

A girl who finds her joy within your arms
She will protect you from every harm
She will apologize when does any wrong
Will die at your feet no matter how long

She wants to be called "that's my girl"
Will be the one who completes your world
Never gives you a chance to feel lonely
Always assures you and say "there's me"

B'daY GiFt

I hope you feel deep in your heart
As your birthdays come and go
How truly very much you mean to me
My love for you, lives by the truth

I will be your birthday's placid love
We shall dance, like a gorgeous dove
We shall watch the stars above
We shall fit like a hand and glove

A Birthday wish for my special love
A gorgeous princess you always lenitive
Best friends and lovers all in one
Graceful, like a rose in full bloom

Every word expressed show what I feel
On this birthday, I’ll hold you tight
Written from the depths of my heart
My love for you, shall never pause

FruStrAtiOn...

When I'm gripped by emotions
My tears roll down for a while
When I'm immersed in emotions
I fake all with a smile

I cannot like a thing
Nor could i get by dealing
When liking becomes a neccessity
I can only hide my feelings

I never win any game of love
I only lose my near and dear
And when it comes to others
I sacrifice the only love i fear

As long as i'm still alive
My happiness is spread everywhere
But when i'm about to die
I see tears in those eyes who care

FeAr Of LoSiNg MySeLf....

Craving for you when i’m in pain
Have you been there? I tried in vain
My ribs displaced shrinking my heart
This mental torture has been from start

Troubles, my best friend sticking to me
Breathe in oxygen but I don’t feel free
Striving for happiness in eternity
That can happen if you are with me

Though home sweet home embraced me
Sorrows within me knows no melody
In this madding crowd I feel alone
Waiting hopelessly for you royally

Oh no! This suffocation grew thick
Wanting to puke it makes me sick
If this continues, I’ll reach heaven soon
Watching you from above as a full moon

Come back....

Where have u gone ?
My soul is torn
Leaving me on the lurch
My heart is worn.

Have u concluded?
Ur love for me is dead
Have u decided?
It was hanging on a thread

Oh please come back
Take me wid u
Can’t bear this stab
My world is blue

Should I die crying?
Not knowing how u feel
Should I die pining?
Not knowing what is real!

Will the moon shine for me?

Each morning after its long night...
I'm always awaken by a fright...
Will the sun above smile at me?
or the rainbow blindfold me?

Hitting the age of mid thirties...
I still love running around trees.
But I know no joys without tears
Nor has my heart escaped from fears...

Why am i haunted by seperation?
And put me in eternal depression?
Won't roses grow along my path?
Or just thorns to tear me apart?

But not far from the madding crowd,
A voice from somewhere assuring me
That even if the sun refuses to smile,
The moon will do that for free.

If I CouLd NamE thIs BonD...

If i could name my bond
it would be an endless song
with a fabulous tune that rhymes
Lost in those pretty precious times

The bond that no one can guess
That relates you in loneliness
Once upon a time a boy & a girl
who fell in love within their nests

This bond was already destined
To this sad couple unsinned
They know nothing but true romance
Holding them by a thread so thin

If who could name this bond
kindly name also this song
For every note that plays along
will be the spirit of this bond

Naseeb

God has created me
To be humiliated
By the one I loved
For the way im treated

Every now & then
I’m being killed
Y not shoot me once
U will be fulfilled

Alone in this world
No where to go
Being so helpless
God had chosen me so

Just like a beggar
Raising arms for help
Only to get ignored
Hated by my ownself!

Puppet in God's hand...

Why do i plunge into this temptation?
When I get only the worse on earth
Why do Im tortured by this nightmare?
Thinking the happy dream’s my worth!

Am I a curse to this world?
Bombarded by the sorrows
Dint life teach me enuff?
Or the lessons I learned r slow?

Being once the victim to the best
Serving even my skin to kid n kin
Smiling to every odds
While dying new deaths within

Not born an orphan in this birth
Considering the dear ones beside
Wanting to abscond somewhere

Quit playing games with my heart...

My heart worships you deeply
While my eyes says you betray me
My lonely soul cries out to you
What I see can never be

Killing me you never stop
Whipping me with the tear drop
Corrupting my feelings is your game
Becoz all you want is the fame

This though I know from the start
Yet I refused to listen my heart
Since you pierced with cupid’s arrow
Where my mind leads, I follow!

I wish to reverse my time
To get stronger when I meet you
To roll days I spent behind
And dodge away the arrows u threw

KeeP The FaiTh...

O my darling do not be sad
Of the special times you had
Yesterday's joy in your life
Today it may turn out bad

No matter what happened has happened
The Lord was there through out
To guide you wherever you go
And never leave you without

The plan for you He destined
You still have to travel far
But His ultimate target for you
Has brought successful where you are

The gloomy days of your past
Will hold your future so tight
The care He places each day
The unseen peace for you so bright

NothIng WitHouT LoVe....

It seems to be wrong
But it looks so right
When sorrow lurches in
I just don't want to fight

When i give up to live
Even the almighty din't care
Never grow up to my age
With no pleasure could spare

Knowing all these ill-fate
You cried along with me
You pleaded me to beleive
And i opened my eyes to see

When i think life is hopeless
With no pity from above
There you came my way
Nothing can beat your love

I bEleiVe In YoU...

I smile when i hear you
Though it is false & not true
I hide by my small giggles
But inside, i'm always blue

I never know where i stand
I feel i do not deserve a glance
Everything comes first for you
Only at last you give me a chance

Is it written on my forehead
That i'm a cast-away
Why dint I stop my efforts
But hope to see my hey-day

The words you uttered to me
Are promises engraved deeply
If i could live my only dream
Because the faith i have is real

TrUsT u MoRe ThAn MySeLf...

When hurts reside in me
I have no way to escape
Trying to hide from this world
My heart bleeding, losing its shape

Trust you more than myself
Is what embedded in me
Even if killed by you one day
Never will it change, if left free

Slitting my heart to prove
The love preserved for you
Me and my God knows
No matter how far you go

Detesting me and my ownself
But never gave up my trust
Building my hope that one day
Believed by you, it’s a must!

My last breathe!

Dunno if i shud trust my faith
For to me it is strong
No oceans could wash it
And it could never go wrong

The faith purer than my love
The love that contains that faith
Dominated by the only existence
The existence not for name sake

With every breathe I inhale
Saying that existence is u
For it links with my being
Whether in joy or in blue

My residing on this earth
Is only for a reason clear
Only u acknowledge of it
Will my last breathe stop, my dear!

I beleive...

I believe in my prayers
The prayers filled with u
The faith undefined
The dedication I kept thru

For the words uttered by u
Seems to scare me deep
Yet, the belief I have in Him
Cries louder even in my sleep

If ever miracles exist
Like U, I have achieved
The sunrays of my hope
Carry the message I’ve received

Not every smile is a smile
Nor my tears that flow non-stop
But ur laughter remains precious
Like a diamond on the top!

I PreDicTed WroNg...

Once upon a dear time
He was there for me
I thought he was mine
But clearly i couldn't see

He was far but close to me
He dominates me like a king
I cherish at his actions
For he's the cause of my living

I learned love in every phase
In sorrows, grieves and pains
This love bonded to him
But at the end i have no gain

If love turns out to be a killer
I'd have been turning in my grave
Even then i'll never stop loving
No matter same love he never gave

I am Me...

Hard to find another Me
Unique in heart especially
Imaginations filled with dreams
With all I’m in harmony

Hope is what I do
Love is my other name
Comfort you by my hugs
My tears will be the same

Warm words are my friend
All colors internally are like one
My mind is like a galaxy
I fear but brave to see

Trust me ! I’m not bad
To love I’ll hold you back
Too much I set you free
That’s because I am Me

I am YouR StrEngTh...

Day and night i pray
For you to find a way
You should know to fight
Noone next to you will stay

With the best i can
To pull you out from agony
Have i failed in my effort?
To bring a smile in thee

Don't answer to all
Think you are not alone
For i'll be your strength
I'll make you raise tall

Forget all the tears you shed
It aches my heart too
Remember i live for you
Be happy even in your blues

ImpRisOneD EmoTioNs...

Imprisonned in this painful emotions
So painful i have nowhere to run
Soul shrunken, heart blacks & blues
I can only see my life's dead end

Surrounded by incredible worries
Choked by oxygen, suffocated to death
Tightful agonies torture me every second
The only way is to pray for my breathe

In total mess, I lay emotionally
Confusion captures my mind
No solution and no way out
In despair, what can i find?

Yet in faith, i see my strength
As days run, it will thicken
This devilish mind locks tight my thoughts
But faith in you, remains hard like rock!

A bliss...

When the sky darkens
And the wind getting wild
Brushing the leaves from the trees
Along with my feelings of a child.

Emotionally I’m captured
And handcuffed by my fantasy
Always immersed in ur thots
Not forgetting them easily

In pain there’s a joy
Loving u seems to me a bliss
Worsened the hurt I have
Far from u is what I miss

With no regrets any day
Enticing every moment it jumps
For my search is over
Final destination has come!

My DreAm Is You...

Inhale your deep breathe
Wish the cold wind to carry you
You should stop fearing things
You should be ready to go thru

Let your dreams carry you
Never open your eyes to stop
Dont hesitate to launch yourself
For he is your only hope

One day it will be realized
When everything seems so right
Deep down there in your heart
He will be at every sight

When heaven comes down to earth
She will reach out to hold him
Then will wake up from her dream
And give a long sigh from within

JusT A DreAm...

It was a dream but it looks so real
It's exactly what i want and what i feel
Touching a face, i caress it lightly
The face that wounded me, i want to heal

The soft skin of it against my hands
I knew it was you, it wasn't blank
My vision covered with my messed hair
you slide it away, as i fixed my stare

Moving closer, melting in you
Your soft voice tells that this is true
It's the same voice that i heard before
But it was a dream i could see no more

Your smell lingered even after i woke
I found myself smiling although i choked
my chest was heavy, my heart beat fast
How i wish this dream to ever last

ForBidDen LovE...

My dreams realised as i see you
They are so beautiful I never knew
I wonder if you feel the same too!
Or you never noticed what they do?

I perform whatever you say
And inwardly I silently pray
In your words my future lies
In this pain my hurt never dies

In my heart so many doubts
When you smile, all vanish out
Even in despair I never let go
I vow that you will never know

My love knows only loyal and truth
It never alters even when my world is flue
This God has destined long back
Only I & you can understand that